BITCH

I hate the world today 

You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet

Yesterday I cried
Must have been relieved to see
The softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into one

 
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing

Just when you think, you got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool, you do what you do
And don't try to save me

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way

State of the Nation Address of President Benigno S. Aquino III

July 26, 2010
Batasan Pambansa Complex
Quezon City

Speaker Feliciano Belmonte; Senate President Juan Ponce Enrile; Vice President Jejomar Binay; Chief Justice Renato Corona; Former Presidents Fidel Valdez Ramos and Joseph Ejercito Estrada; members of the House of Representatives and the Senate; distinguished members of the diplomatic corps; my fellow workers in government;

Mga minamahal kong kababayan:

PS

thank you..

i know i'm all fucked up.

but you are, indeed, a pleasant surprise...


AND btw, Happy Freakin' Birthday to me! :)

frame me up

this is what i've been doing when i was supposed to have been studying and cleaning up my room.

i was bored. so shoot me.

pics from last quarter of 06- 1st quarter of 07

oh and btw, this is a scheduled post. by the time this posts, it's gonna be my sister's birthday. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY li'l sis! :)

ang birthday girl na nagmana sa pagiging camwhore ng ate nya. :)

in fairness, maganda ung photo-editing churva na ininstall nya sa laptop namin. :)

P.S. magkamukha ba kami? yung totoo! haha. :)

coelho

today, one of my friends posted this as her status on facebook:

"Don't be someone that searches, finds and then runs away... "
- Paulo Coelho

how timely. i was searching, (posssibly) found what i was looking for and then i ran away.

tsk tsk.

when will i be brave enough to stop running away...?

rainy night

i met you one rainy night. we talked. we clicked. you walked me to my destination. you told me you loved talking to me. that i'm not like other women who only talk about the frills in life. you held my hand for a brief moment. suggested that we meet again. we talked about where i like to hang out. what i do. what i don't like. we talked about you. simply put: we hit it off. you asked for  my number. you gave me yours. and you asked if you could see me again. i said yes. 

it was nice. yes, it was. 

you sent me a message. i replied. you sent another. i said i'm in the middle of a conversation with my friend. and you sent another message. and i never sent a message back.

you could've been the one. or you could've been another mistake. 

if i had the courage to say it flat out, i would've been able to admit why i never texted you back. but i'm a coward. a coward who has commitment issues. and i could tell that's what you wanted. and it scared me off. 

so maybe someday, if we meet again. under different circumstances. maybe then, i'll be ready. maybe...

hey, you.

i miss you. :( it's funny 'cause you're just right here. still, i do. i do miss you.